Stories from my journey to find peace of mind, God's peace in my heart, and peace on earth- no matter where I have to go, how difficult it may be, and even if the peace I find is partial and imperfect.
A month ago I got together with my grandma and we made and
canned a whole bunch of applesauce. My
little cousin helped a little when he got home from school.
This was a 6-hour-applesauce-making extravaganza.
Ingredients to make applesauce: apples, a little bit of sugar, and lots of work.
We had 2 bushels of apples.
This is a HALF bushel
The apples all had to be washed.
Then we quartered the apples, cut out the core/stem area/seeds, cut the
apple into smaller slices.
All the "reject" pieces
These slices
went into a pot with a little bit of water and then onto the stove where they
cooked until they were mushy.
Then the
apples had to go through a food mill.
This is where the applesauce gets its pinkish color- the red peels of
the apples don’t go through the food mill but the red gets ground out enough to
give the applesauce a hint of pink.
Then
we added a little bit of sugar (about ¾ of a cup to 1 cup). Then the hot applesauce went into the
jars. And then the jars went into the
canner to be processed. Then the jars
came out to cool. This whole process was
repeated countless times and often multiple parts of this process were going on
at once.
I think we ended up with 63 pints of applesauce. Here's just SOME of what we made.
A friend of mine posted a quote from Russell Simmons on
Facebook some time ago.It really struck
me and so I put it into a document of the many things I come across that I want
to remember or refer back to later.
Here’s what Russell Simmons said:
“Now, that you have
frozen your vision and are clear about it, tell the world what you are going to
do. Once you share your vision with the world, you are stuck with it. Have the
courage to let people expect you to make it happen. This is a good thing. Focus
on that one vision and go to work to make it a reality. Then set the right goal
for you. In the end, the overriding factor is whether or not you realize your
dreams FOR you. Not the world. You.”
I agree with about 90 percent of what Russell Simmons says
here.Everyone should take the time to
think about and formulate what vision each of us has for ourselves and the
world.And then we should tell the world
about that vision.That’s why I shared
my dreams with all of you (and the whole world-wide-web), because I wanted to
be “stuck” with my vision and my dreams, because I wanted to have the courage
to make you all expect that I am going to make my dreams a reality (or at least
some of my dreams). I and all of us
need to have that vision out in front of us and we need to focus on that and
work to make it a reality.In all this I
concur with Russell Simmons.
Here’s where I disagree with Russell Simmons:
Yes, my vision and my dreams are for me.My dreams are ways that I can fulfill my
purpose here on earth.I will find
purpose, fulfillment, and happiness through striving for and reaching my goals
and dreams.BUT, in the end, the
overriding factor is whether I realize my dreams for the world (not simply for
myself).
I went to the Morton Arboretum a couple of months ago. I had a very lovely day. I rode my bike around, went for a little hike
to Big Rock (yes, that's quite the creative name but it is indeed pretty big), and enjoyed the beauty of all the trees.
"Big Rock"
The Morton Arboretum has an art exhibit, Nature Unframed,
that “promises to be unlike any other exhibition you’ve seen before.” And it’s true. There are 11 pieces of contemporary art
around the arboretum created on and around the trees. Sometimes I enjoy a little contemporary art-
I like trying to figure out what the artist was thinking when he or she created
the piece. I like the challenge of
thinking about the deeper meaning of the art.
I’d say it’s worth going to see. The
exhibit runs through November 27th in case you are interested in
going to see it.
There was this tree with its trunk and some branches covered with crocheted “lichen” patches to remind us of the interdependent relationships and the ties that bind us all together.
A tree wrapped in yellow cloth- the yellow draws our attention to this tree that recently died, reminding us not to take trees for granted.
And then there was this piece:
Charred dead trees in a place that is supposed to be
preserving and protecting trees. My
immediate response was “Well, that’s ugly, really morbid, and completely
un-optimistic.” I was just about ready
to stomp off in protest, but then I read the little sign about the piece of
art.
And then I almost immediately liked the piece of art. Yes, this charred wood does make us think
about death, but it also reminds us of the cycle of life and death. There are so many times when life has and
will come from death. Many times life is
not possible without death.
It made me think about Harry Potter and the phoenix, the
phoenix that is reborn from ashes.
And it made me think of a song that is one of my favorite
songs right now. The song is Rise by
Shawn McDonald. You can listen to it here:
Ashes signify something that has been destroyed, the end of
something that no longer exists, the memory of what was. Ashes remind us of our mortality (ashes to
ashes, dust to dust…) and are often associated with mourning and grief.
And yet ashes are signs of hope. We must get rid of the old before the new can
come.
I think we all have experienced times when we might have
felt a little like Job who sat in a pile of ashes after Satan took away Job’s
wealth, children, and health in order to tempt Job to curse God. Job suffered extreme grief and physical,
emotion, and spiritual pain. But, Job
does rise from the ashes and he goes on to live a long and blessed life thanks
to God’s blessing. He didn’t get his
children back, but he was blessed with 10 more children and plenty of
grandchildren and great grandchildren. He
didn’t get his original wealth back but he was blessed with even more
wealth. The time of suffering Job
endured was not erased, but he enjoyed many years of joy after he rose from the
ashes.
And likewise, each and every one of us can rise from any
“ashes” in our own lives. We won’t be
able to get back whatever it was those ashes were before they were ashes, but
we can live with confidence “cause he who is in me, is greater than I will ever
be, and I will rise.” We will rise as
individuals, and perhaps more importantly, our world will rise out of the ashes. Our world finds itself in some great trouble,
but one day, we will rise out of these ashes.
One day there will be no more trouble, no more pain and suffering, no
more injustice.
My blog has existed for about a year and a half and I consider it a pretty good accomplishment to have 100 posts now. That comes out to about one post every 5.5 days. The topic, length, and quality of the posts have varied and so have my readers. Thanks to Blogger statistics I can tell you my blog has been viewed more than 3,200 times. My blog has been viewed across the US and all over the world: El Salvador, Canada, Germany, Russia, India, United Kingdom, Indonesia, Denmark, Singapore, Russia, Kuwait, and Guatemala. Makes me feel pretty special and important that people that I don't even know are finding and reading my blog. But mostly I like knowing that people I do know are reading my blog.
So, I'd like to take this opportunity to thank all of my readers. Without you, there wouldn't be much point for my blog to exist. I love writing, but I love writing even more when I have readers. Knowing I have readers motivates me to write and helps me write better than I would if I were just writing for myself. And I love having readers who engage with what I write and then tell me how my words and thoughts have affected them.
I'd especially like to thank my most loyal readers: those of you who immediately "like" links to my blog on Facebook, those who have sent me responses to my blog posts, those who have forwarded or shared my posts, and those who have eagerly (and sometimes impatiently) awaited my blog posts. You know who you are and I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart.
And now... prepare yourselves for the next 100 posts.